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Craig's Take: Memoir was race against worsening vision loss

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Date: Friday Oct. 28, 2011 7:14 AM ET

I started work on my memoir about a lifetime in the news trenches nearly 15 years ago when I still had relatively useful vision.

I worked on the book in the intervening years in fits and starts but as time went on until I finished the book in late April, it became a race against the enveloping darkness of vision loss.

In the mid-seventies at the age of 35 I was diagnosed with glaucoma, which is a painless but incurable eye disease.

It is caused by a pressure build up in the eyeball, which unreleased, squeezes the blood supply in the optic nerve, eventually leading to blindness.

In television terms, I think of it as a weakening and eventual disconnection of the cable between the camera and the TV screen at home.

In most cases, glaucoma is an ailment of older people and usually before vision loss becomes complete in those cases, the grim reaper gets them.

I cannot, of course, know how long I've had the ailment before it was diagnosed but even when I started writing the book in my late 50s, I could no longer read small print. I soon realized what a great benefit the digital era and computer science had become in my life.

For the first few years as my sight slowly diminished, I was able to adjust by making the font on the computer larger.

That went along fine in those periods when glaucoma takes a rest while it gathers strength for a new offensive, which it does from time to time, requiring the skilled surgeons at the Ottawa Eye Institute first to use lasers and later cold knife surgery to relieve the pressure in my eyeballs.

In the last 10 years however, despite their best efforts, I first lost central vision in one eye, then a few years later in the other, which meant I was using peripheral vision to see and thus lacked any visual acuity or sharpness.

When people ask what I now see, I tell them the world is ill-defined sloshes of colours and shapes without detail. People are moving shadows who I can often not identify until I recognize their voice.

I can describe it best as something close to the paintings of the 19-century French Impressionists. If you like Monet you would like my world, which is not so bad.

However, it meant I was no longer able to read anything, even on the computer.

But fortunately, however, there is computer software for the visually-impaired called Jaws, which reads everything on the computer screen aloud to me.

For instance, when I am typing an email, it also tells me what words I am printing, letter by letter.

In the last year of intensive writing while I completed the memoir, I don't mind admitting it has been a laborious process.

When I wanted to make changes in the copy, it could sometimes take five or ten minutes to find the line I needed to amend and as I wrote, I had to focus carefully on the letters I was hitting while creating a word, and sometimes forgot which letters I had punched.

I owe a lot to a patient editor, Jan Walter, who sometimes had to translate what appeared to be Egyptian hieroglyphics, which wasn't what she had signed on for.

Other times, I did what I am doing now to finish this book, which is dictating it into a tape recorder and playing it back for someone to type out for me.

When I appear on television, although I have thought about what I want to say beforehand, everything I deliver to camera is ad-libbed since of course I cannot read a teleprompter.

The CTV crews have created a small yet intense portable light which is placed on the camera in the studio so I know which direction to look toward.

When I have to do voiceovers, which is reading a script over video, I write it myself but a producer repeats it to me through an earpiece and I voice it aloud for the recording.

On the street, my enemies are stairs and bicycles and I worry about the coming revolution of electric automobiles. To say the least, I'd like to hear them coming.

Taken in all, however, it is not nearly as difficult as it sounds and I try to persuade people who are newcomers to the world of Mr. Magoo that visual impairment, if approached optimistically, is no more than a nuisance.

CTV's Craig Oliver will answer readers' questions during a live chat on CTVNews.ca on November 2 at 1 p.m. ET. Be sure to join in.


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John Lethbridge
said

Craig, you spoke about your vision challenges during a bit of a lull in the programming during elections about ten years ago, and since then I could see this was becoming more of a challenge. Regardless, you're a great journalist, one I appreciate much. I hope you can carry this on for many years yet and trust the CTV team will support you in whatever way necessary to extend your career as far as possible. (Also, we do like the opinionated and sometimes cantankerous journalist you come accross as, just be patient with the new kids at CTV that have to be your eyes..., that job won't be the easiest.) All the best,


Anne
said

Hi CraigI think your book will be very inspirational, my 54 year old husband has had Glaucoma for years, fortunatley after a lot of visits to the specialist he has been able to get his eye pressure under control. I am sure your loss of vision must be truly devistating especially for a great reporter like you.


lc
said

Sad story for anyone who has to deal with the loss of sight in a world so full of beauty.But as for the politics of Craig Oliver no sympathy just disgust for partisanship.This guy is so far right he was defending Mulroney in the midst of the bribery scandal. He comes from a long line on the CTV network who try oh so hard to appear neutral but reek of conservative bias.Never fear Craig, Harper has a few more years to appoint senators!


Veronica
said

Mr. Oliver, you are truly a great inspiration. I think it will greatly encourage my sister-in-law, who was recently diagnosed with condition, to think about fresh possibilities.Many rich blessings!


wolfeden
said

Craig...you are a gentleman and a scholar!! Thanks for your optimism!


Gavin Hall, PEI
said

You've been an inspiration to me and are the reason I am interested in politics and journalism. My favorite hour of the week is when I get to sit down with my tea for Question Period on Sundays. Now I can look forward to reading through the memoir of my favorite and most admired journalist. Thank you Craig.


R.A.
said

Mr. Oliver, I always watch CTV news at 11:00pm EST. I truly enjoy the political feedback and newscast you provide. I can understand how difficult it must have been to adjust to glaucoma. I believe this news article will bring about more awareness on glaucoma. You have done a great job explaining how it impacts your life. What I truly admire the most is your optimism and hope despite your visual impairment. Thank for you for this!


Prof. Pye Chartt
said

Had no idea. Impressive will and professional spirit, Craig. Most people, I suspect, would have packed it in. Given up. Folded their tent when the challenge became that much to bear. A tip of the hat to you. I have listened to you, and watched you, for years. It's your seasoned intellect that will continue to allow you to "see" the political realm in Canada with such unique clarity.


Scott (Alberta Party country)
said

You have a wonderful outlook on life Craig, you are indeed one of the greatest.


Kimberly Jarvis
said

Craig: I admire you so very much for your optimism and candor about your vision loss. To watch you on TV, no would would ever guess that you have this problem. My husband is losing his vision to macular degeneration, and he is in awe of you too.You mentioned speaking into a tape recorder and having someone type from that. Have you ever tried 'voice recognition' software, where you can just talk into the microphone and the computer types it as you go? A great tool.Hope to be watching you on CTV for a long time to come.


George V.
said

Another thing Craig, I will be one of the first to buy your book. I wouldn't miss it.


George V.
said

Sorry to read that your impaired vision has reached such a critical stage. Watching my dad going through the same stages to his 99th year was painful and upsetting for his family and friends. There is that helpless feeling knowing nothing can be done anymore to cure it. I always enjoy your reports even though at times I did not always agree with your take on politics, but still enjoyed most of it. I wish you the very best under this very trying condition.


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